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Tuesday, December 01, 2009 12:26 AM


Its econs paper for me tommorrow and I am still here! Not that I totally don't care about econs already but i really cannot understand some of the stuff. Perhaps its my lack of interest but well its too late to introduce any form of interest into econs now.

Shall make this post a short one before I go back into trying to study for econs.

Today went out to play soccer in the evening despite having an econs paper tommorrow. I wasn't very guilty though, maybe because soccer has become a neccessity for me. I cannot imagine if one day the government ban soccer in Singapore, I will definitely be the first one to stage a protest.

Anyway, before soccer started I decided to go and do some pull-ups at the fitness corner behind the soccer court. The fitness corner had no lights at all. Running towards the fitness corner, I saw a bush and I estimated that I should be able to conquer that bush with a leap. Yes, I did jump over the bush but never did I know at the other end was a low bar on the ground and I trip right over it, sustaining a bruise on my ribcage. The moral of the story is, don't take any risk when the other side is dark. Risks are important in our lives. People say, life is a gamble and I agree with it because some decisions in life are really made with risks. Its ok to take risk, but never take any risk when the other side is dark or cannot be seen. Therefore, always take calculated risks or risk ending up injured or with a bruised ribcage like me.

Ok, back to studying econs. All the best to me!


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Thursday, November 26, 2009 3:27 AM


I'm having my bgs exam tommorrow. Not very prepared for it. Its 3.30am now already and I just want to come here and write something. There are many things I would like to write about but currently do not have to mood to write them down. That's just me, always procrastinating about the things I want to do. I am not a man of my word. I don't keep promises. Especially promises to myself. Sometimes I just feel like I am not kind towards myself. HAHA.

Argghh. Don't know how will I do for my BGS tommorrow.

Hmm. Recently I have been feeling guilty. So many secrets I have kept from people. The feeling of guilt is building up. But I know I cannot reveal these secrets. But time is runnning out. I hope everything will be over soon. When I was young, I always hope for time to turn back. But gradually as i grow up, I know it is never possible. The only direction now is for me to look forward. Hopefully there is light at the end of the tunnel and that tunnel would not be too long till the end.

When I was in secondary school, my chinese teacher taught me a lesson about turning point in life. He say that in everyone's life, there is bound to be a turning point which will eventually shape the person into what he is. I agree with him, but I find that there is not just 1 turning point in our life only. Life is about many turning points. Where are the turning points then? They are all around us. People around us are the turning point which shape our lives. Every single person in our life has a role to play, our neighbour, our teachers, our friends, our loved ones, our enemies, or even the auntie who sells you char kway tiao. I must say that the person I am now is certainly because of the environment I was brought up in. But I am not ashamed of what I am now. I am happy that at least I am still alive here able to write on this post. I just hope that one day, I could be directed towards the right direction to become the person that I want to be and I hope that the people around me could be positively influenced by me as well! <-- ALL CRAP

I am really tired of my current status in my life already. I need a new change! I need something to light up my life! Where is it????


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Saturday, November 21, 2009 2:21 AM


well, its been months since my last post and i am quite suprised that this blog is still in existence. many things have indeed happened in the past month. There were ups and downs in my life and i keep telling myself that i should not complain about the downs in my life because everything that happens to me will help to build me up in one way or another.

Hmm. just an update on my life.
-In university now. Exams coming soon !!! omg..
-Finances -> not doing v well
-Health -> not bad. haven take my ippt yet but been hitting the gym often.
-Love -> single and available! haha. though i still haven gotten over her.
-Family -> Great. but still mourning the passing away of my maternal grandpa.

Overall mood -> not so good!!! but trying to be optimistic.. Please give me smth to smile for in my life...

Been procrastinating alot these few days. Procrastinating on plenty of things. One of those is to create a blog or a diary to write about things i encounter in life and my thoughts about it. Basically I want to write about living. So many things happen around us everyday. Some went unnoticed, while some are noticed by us. I like to daydream and think about stuff. To be able to think is privilege and I want to put down my thoughts in somewhere. Thus, today i am here to revive this blog. I will TRY my best to come and write about the little things in life that are often unnoticed by us most of the time. I duno if there will be any readers but i hope to express my thoughts about my viewpoint of life here in my life journey.....

like this blog title suggest, until i collapse, this blog will continue to exist!


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Tuesday, April 21, 2009 2:09 AM

something to write..

many things haven happened since my last post..
-i've gotten back my pink ic after 2 years of national service
-i'm now working at the airport as a temp job
-my grandfather isnt feeling well in recent times, i hope he gets well soon..
-i've gotten a driving license finally after 3 attempts..
-and many many more miscellaneous things that im too lazy to elaborate..

suddenly got the urge to come to this blog and just write something on it..
life has been pretty alright for me so far since i ORDed.. managed to get a job for 6.94 per hour at the airport.. transport there plus meals are expensive but i still earn abit from the job and i hope to be able to save ard 1,500 by the end of june.. despite having a rather stable n balanced life for me now, somehow i want more things in my life.. am i too greedy or ambitious in a bad way.. or will this greed n ambition turn out to be good for me? i keep telling myself to be contented with a simple life but sometimes i realise i cant live with a life that is too dull and simple.. despite having great frens around me and family members who really care, there are still times when i felt lonely and this isnt a feeling that i like at all.. maybe i need more things to happen in my life to remove the loneliness and ocassional void in me..

ok i felt much better writing out what i want to say..

shall move on to recent things that happen in my life..
hmm.. recently been quite happy with Chelsea's performance in recent game.. their never say die attitude n never giving up mentality really inspires me and make me feel proud to be a chelsea fan..
last saturday went to take part in a mahjong competition.. the previous year i took part in it too and came in 4th missing out on the cash prizes in the top 3 placings.. in the end the consolation prize for me was a rice cooker which is stll lying intact in my storeroom now.. anyway the competition was ok and i acheived my own target of getting into top 32.. in the end i was contented as i played till the last 16 before being elinimated.. after that went to play bowling followed by a nice dinner at this Jade of India restaurant which serves authentic Indian cuisine.. love the bryani and the mutton curry..
today went out early in the morning to play bowling again.. this time played 3 games cuz the games are like super cheap, only 1.50 per game! anyway won a side bet with my fren so got a free game.. but we played pool afterwards and i must say i was owned by him.. almost died todae as well.. we did something stupid when we decide to cross the road at bukit timah road near King Albert Park there.. instead of the usual overhead bridge, we decided to use the railway track bridge beside it.. halfway on the bridge, someone in front of us signalled to us something.. my alert fren immediately sensed something wrong and called for us to run.. we did and to our relief, 5-8 seconds after we reached the other side of the bridge and safely on the side of the railway track, a train whistled pass us.. and so we were only a few seconds from making the headlines tommorrow..
after that i went home to get car from my dad a went to celebrate a birthday with one of the sec sku fren.. it was the first time i drove to little india and it was quite an experienced.. anyway picked her up and on our way to suntec which was our dinner destination, i couldnt really find my way there cuz it was my first time driving in town.. but nevertheless luck was on my side and i managed to find my place there.. ate at this restaurant which serves western food i think but the nicest thing they offer there was the chocolate fondue that was super nice and chocolatey.. after dinner sent her back to little india again and this time i made a bigger loop around the city before finally getting back on track to find the destination..
anyway back to reality, i just realised i got work tommorrow afta a 3 days break which seemed pretty long.. will be back to the airport tommorrow to try and keep myself occupied and entertained for 7 long hours..

1 down.. 2 more to go.. will they come through?


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Sunday, July 13, 2008 3:43 AM


Its 3.45am now and i am super bored and just happened to come across this old blog of mine..

took a look at the last entry and realised that it has been more than 1 year since i posted and the last post was just before i got enlisted..

now i am just 7months away from ORD.. can sense it coming liao..

i must say that ever since i got enlisted, my life have been quite dull.. when i book out, its either i go mahjong or soccer or find frens to drink and chat..

really looking forward to university now even though it is like one whole year away.. think i am more or less decided on my SMU social science course already..

shall try to write more frequently when i have the time or if there are interesting events in my life.. =)


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Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:05 PM


in less than 9 hours i will be in tekong..

its going to be a turning point in my life.. will i turn to yet another rocky path? or will i turn into a smooth concrete path?

something else other than NS is bothering me now.. feeling vexed..

hope things will change when i get out of my confinement in 2 weeks time..


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just coming here to write one last post before i become a part of the SAF.. need to report to tekong by 8am on thursday..

duno what to look forward to in NS.. i guess the most important thing is to make good friends and buddies in there that will be with you through the toughest trainings and the lonliness that will set in gradually.. hope to experience different things that i never get a chance to experience in my city life..

im going to miss out on a lot of things when i am in tekong.. things like the release of some great movies, the release of linkin park's new album, chelsea's march towards to premiership title and champions league and FA cup etc.. feels like i am so detached from the world when actually i am still in singapore.. haha..

anyway, hope that 2 weeks will be over real soon and i can be back here talking about great stuff that happened to me in tekong..


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